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Curtain Wallpaper (NSFW 😈)

Hey guys! Yesterday I found this picture I thought was lost and made this exclusive wallpaper for your eyes only ☺️

I've been feeling a little more energetic the last two days, so I've been able to work on some new stuff for you guys. I'll be sharing a DJ set or two in the coming days. Each cycle hits me differently, and this 6th was the "low energy" one apparently. The good thing is that I'll be done next Monday, then I'll have a week to recover before I start t...

The Bears Network Interview! 🐻

Hey guys! Today is a great day and I have some news for you ☺️

First of all, my apologies for not posting and replying the past few days, this round of chemo hit me really hard and I just wasn't able to function most of the day. I'm feeling better since yesterday, but I still need to rest when my body asks for it. I've been working on lyrics and taking notes and a few other things, but slowly and quietly.

I hope to start posting again now that I'm feeling a...

Santa in a Box (er) 😜🎅🏻😈 Part 3 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, let's enjoy Santa in boxers one last time this year ☺️🎅🏻😈

This is the last gallery I had left to share with you, a bit naughtier, hope Patreon doesn't mind 😅.

This week off from chemo is not going quite as expected, I have to rest more than last time, so posting has been constantly delayed and I haven't been able to take any new pictures. But well, it is what it is, one day at a time, I'll get my revenge next year 😈 😉.<...

The day after Christmas 🎅🏻😈

Hey guys! Christmas may be over, but there are still a few galleries I want to share with you ☺️🎅🏻

This is a set I don't think I've ever shared before, taken after we did the Santa pictures for the 2019 Beartoy special. Jose thought we could have some fun playing with the towel and he was right 😜

My week off chemo is going well, it's a relief not to have that thing every day, although my energy isn't quite back. I'm taking it easy though, after all...

The last Santa! 🎅🏻😈 (NSFW)

Good morning guys and merry Christmas! Come and have all the cake you can eat 😜🍰🎅🏻🎄

I've selected a bunch of never-before-seen pictures from one of my favorite Santa sets, the one we did in 2016. I've also included 2 or 3 of your all time favorites from the past, re-edited for your enjoyment 😘.

I hope you had a nice Xmas Eve, Jose and I had a nice time alone at home with a turkey dinner while binge watching season two of Dynasty (the original ...

The lost Santa! 🎅🏻😈 (NSFW)

Hey there guys! Christmas Eve has finally arrived, and here's the first post of the day, featuring some of the pictures I've been saving to post during the season, but for one reason or another never made it ☺️

As you can see in some of them, Santa is in a hurry and so am I today! It's my first day off chemo, but I'm still dealing with side effects and I'm late for everything, like two hours late 😅.

Anyway, I have more posts for you later. I send you lot...

Santa in a Box (er) 😜🎅🏻😈 Part 2 (NSFW)

You thought that I forgot? 😜 Hello again guys, as promised here's the second part of the "Santa in boxers" gallery, where Santa seems to have found his groove 😜🍆🎅🏻

Hope you're having a great day 😘❤️

Santa's Breakfast 🎅🏻😈 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, here is Santa's breakfast menu for today, don't keep him waiting 😜 🎅🏻

These are a few more from my last Santa photo shoot, many of them edited for the first time, enjoy!

Last day of my 5th chemo cycle! 🎉 You can't imagine how happy I am to get rid of this for seven days. This one cycle was exhausting to say the least. But hey, it's over (almost). Now on to the next one, but first I want to finish a few projects in the next seven d...

Santa in Bed Wallpaper + 2 new edits 🎅🏻☺️

Hey guys! Here are a few Santa edits I've been working on for this Christmas season + a new wallpaper 😜🎅🏻

I'm having a lot of fun with these edits, it's one of the few things I get to work on while I'm in chemo.

Things are going well on that end, even though I can't be online much. I'm finishing this cycle Monday night and I'm really looking forward to it. Each cycle gets harder to endure, especially the last 4 days.

Have a wonderful Sunday 😘...

Santa in a Box (er) 😜🎅🏻😈

Wait! another post today?? Well yes! Ho ho ho 🔈Santa in boxers! 🎅🏻😜

Here's the first gallery of two of this playful set we took ten years ago today. I'll post the next gallery later, I thought 22 pictures in one post was too much 😅.

Hope your Saturday is going well ❤️

Santa's Feet 🎅🏻🦶🏻😈 (NSFW)

Good morning everyone! I think Santa needs a little help here, any foot lovers around? 😜🦶🏻 if not you can always take care of the sausage 🍆🤣🎅🏻

Christmas is around the corner, we have friends throwing parties (that sounded fancy but it's just gatherings at home haha) but I'm not sure I should attend since my defenses are low and I could catch anything. Something tells me it's better to stay home, recuperate, and then after the chemo is over in Mar...

Another Santa wallpaper?! 🎅🏻☺️

Yes! Another Santa wallpaper, because it's that time of the year 😜🎅🏻🎄

I edited this one yesterday, and below is the rest of the gallery, including the original image I used to create it. It's amazing what you can do these days with a little help from new design tools. You can virtually expand any photo and create a new world around it, it takes some time and nuanced work to get the right results, but now it's possible. This is something that will revoluti...

Postcards from the (Santa 🎅🏻) edge 😈 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, today it's time to release this edgier Santa, after all it's getting closer to Christmas 😈😜 🎅🏻.

I'm having a lot of fun revisiting old photo sets like this and pulling out never-before-seen images. Usually we take so many pictures on a photo shoot that more than 50% end up not being shown the first time I make a selection and edit them for you. But what better time than this to bring them back?

I'm in the last days of my fifth cyc...

Fav Santa Wallpaper 🎅🏻 (NSFW 😈)

Good morning everyone! I couldn't let this year's Christmas season pass without revisiting one of my favorite Santa pictures. I just made this wallpaper for you 🎅🏻😜

The original picture was taken by Jose in December 2016 while we were on a trip to Mexico City. We took a huge amount of pictures that day, many of which are quite popular today. You can see the original pa...

Santa Hat day! featuring Woofioso 🎅🏻😈 (Part 2 - NSFW)

Ho ho ho! Here's the second gallery with my dear Woofioso remembering the good old #santahat days 🎅🏻☺️😈.

We took these pictures in 2013, it was our second year participating in the Instagram challenge, and of course none of these pictures made it, but we continued to explore the theme for our own enjoyment and pleasure, taking hundreds of pictures over the years. I took a moment the other day to edit a few of them and Carlos gave me...

Are we still on for Christmas? 😜🎅🏻 (Wallpaper)

As promised in my previous post, here's the wallpaper version of the post I'll be sharing on my social media profiles later today 🎅🏻🎄

After having a rough day yesterday and waking up today feeling much better, it seemed like I needed to remind myself that even with chemo and all that's going on, Christmas is around the corner and it's good to celebrate. And what better way to do that than to create a new picture?

Wishing you a great Tuesday 😘❤️<...

Are we still on for Christmas? 😜🎅🏻😈 (NSFW)

Good morning everyone! Let's go and have some nice Christmas fun, this is the season! 🎅🏻😜🎄

I re-edited these pics for you this morning as I was building the image I'll be posting on social media, which I've included at the end so you can see the differences (exclusive Patreon wallpaper coming next) ☺️

Yesterday was a bit of a complicated day for me, instead of what it seemed on Sunday, I had a big energy drop all Monday and was mostly sleeping a...

Santa Hat day! featuring Woofioso 🎅🏻😈 (Part 1 - NSFW)

Good morning guys, I'm happy to present to you my first collaboration here, with my dear Woofioso, on two fun galleries remembering the good old #santahat days, here's the first 🎅🏻☺️😈.

I shared the first picture of this set on my social media profiles the other day. It was about my feelings about Christmas, which we've discussed a few times here and there. As I said in those posts, I have a little secret: I wasn't a fan of Christmas...

Felt cute 😜😈 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, why don't we stay in bed a little longer today? 😜☺️

I took these pictures yesterday afternoon after a shower. Maybe it was the weather or the light, but I felt cute again haha, so with scars and all, here I am.

It's been a complicated road for me since the surgeries, but I feel like I'm finally recovering from the mental aspect, thanks in part to your encouragement.

Have a great Saturday 😘 ❤️

Bored Santa Wallpapers 😉🎅🏻😜

Good morning guys, believe it or not, I have mixed feelings about Christmas, I learned to find the fun in some aspects of it with the help of an ex, but I still struggle with the traditional pressure to be happy and celebrate 😅 how about you?

We took these pictures in 2021, testing the lights for the real photo shoot (that Santa costume is like an oven!), and I always found these expressions more real. They may be a little sad, but Christmas is a time when I miss ...

Benjamin Koll - It's Christmas Eve (Official Video)

Hello, my dear friends! I just wanted to let you know that I'll try to post later today, but I didn't want you to miss today's premiere of the "It's Christmas Eve" music video on YouTube 🍿

I started working on it last year but had to stop due to some health issues (looking back, everything really started to kick in then, but I didn't imagine it was cancer causing all those issues and weakness). B...

Santa on the rocks 🎅🏻😜😈

Good morning guys! A while ago I posted a set sitting on a barstool, now I'm asking the same question, what would you do if you found Santa like this? 🎅🏻😜😈

Time for the daily update: I started my fifth chemo cycle yesterday and it hit me harder than before, which was to be expected. In fact, many of these new side effects should have been happening since the first cycle. The most relevant, highly increased sensitivity to cold, to the point that touching a...

Letter to Santa 🎅🏻😈

Hey you! Did you write your letter to Santa? Come here and sit on my lap, tell me all about it 😜 🎅🏻

I started working on my Santa posts for this year yesterday afternoon, and there are some cool things coming up. But first, I have to start my 5th chemo cycle today, which is always a little scary for me (can you believe I'm still afraid of needles after all these months of constant tests?), but it has to be done. The good news is that I'm a little less anxiou...

The Adventures Of Grumpy Santa 🎅🏻 (NSFW)

Hey guys! Have you ever wondered what a grumpy Santa would look like? 🎅🏻😜

Well, I did myself some time ago and this silly comic is the result 😅.

I was convinced I had shared this here, and it turns out it may have been here, but it was taken down with the 2021 debacle. Luckily Patreon is back on track and I think it's safe to post it again.

Today I received some wonderful news, I'm happy to say that my mid-chemo tests came back great! The CAT...

Memories from Dallas 📸😈 (NSFW)

Hey guys! let's take a look at this exciting photo gallery, it always brings back great memories for me ☺️

The pictures were taken by MFD Cub photo at TBRU 2023 in Dallas. I won't be able to attend 2025, but we've already talked about a possible photo shoot at another event, which I'll confirm eventually 😉 .

Sorry I haven't been here the last two days, I got my break from chemo and as soon as I regained some energy, I threw myself into finishing things o...

Turn Back The Clock (Music Video) - Exclusive Advance Screening 🍿🎉🕰️

Hey guys! Here it is, finally, the music video for Turn Back The Clock! 🕰️🍿

It's taken me forever to figure it out and make it happen since I posted this demo on YouTube more than a year ago. As you can see, the video concept has come a long way since that demo.

In the beginning, I tried very hard to make the morphing thing work. I tested it for maybe two months, ...

Today's breakfast special: cake! 🍰😜😈 (NSFW)

Good morning everyone, today's breakfast special is cake! Have as much as you want, it's on the house 🍰😜😈

Today is a day of celebration, I'm finishing my fourth chemo cycle, I'm now in the middle of my treatment 🎉 so I thought of bringing back this full set of pics taken by MFD cub phot before I go all Santa tomorrow (that I will have more energy coming back).

Until then, it's time to prepare for the release of the new music video and single next Th...

Santa Reveal 2024! 🎅🏻😈 (NSFW)

Ho Ho Ho! December has arrived and it's time to morph into Santa for another year of making many kinds of fantasies come true 😜🎅🏻🎄

Please let me know what you'd like Santa to do for you and me and the elves will try their best to make it happen for you.

It will be a challenging month because, well, you already know, but I have some exciting things in store, the first of which comes next Thursday with the release of the "Turn Back The Clock 2024-12-01 15:07:44 +0000 UTC View Post